I'm so tired of it all. I will forewarn you here and now that if you lie to me...about anything...especially drug use it will make you loose all trust I had for you. All of it. I'm fucking tired of having to wonder if my friends are gonna fucking die. I'm tired of wondering if my friends boyfriends will die. I'm tired of wondering weather or not they are bring that shit around me. So for everyone out there that reads this. If you are using, plan on using, or have just used...I don't want you in my life. Pot and alcohol is one thing...but fucking Herion. I'm 21 years old, I don't need that shit in my life. I learned a long time ago not to do those things...and I would and will never do them. Yet for some dumb reason several people in my life are using it. STOP IT!!!! If you continue to I will no longer care about you at all. Any of you. I'm tired of it. You want to waste your life away and be a fucking junkie then fine. And I know this all seems pretty harsh but I don't care anymore. What's harsh is lieing to someone who would never lie to you even about something tiny, let alone a drug addiction. That's harsh. I have no trust for anyone any more.